Looking back on all my past memories. I'm losing everyone and everything that once made me happy. A hard life is all I've ever fucking known. I'm wandering into the unknown. This world can be such a fucked up place. I'm starting to see deceit in everyone's fucking face. Don't be scared. Don't be afraid of what you don't know. Time and time again, I've been let down by the same people. You always had my back until the day I really needed you. Over the past few years I've seen less and less of a reason to wake back up. Let me keep dreaming cause everyday life is never enough to satisfy what I really want. I've paid my dues and now I'll walk away. Did everything I could but you still wouldn't stay. Never wanted to leave but it's best if I stray. The whole fucking world is against me. And I could care less that everything is changing. I'm looking out for me and no one else. So open your eyes and rid yourself of doubt. Theres nothing left here for me. So why should I stay? Death, take me away. I've had so much time to think things through. Even though I made this choice a long time ago. Life is flashing before my eyes as I'm struggling for my last breath. Was this how it was suppose to end? The room starts spinning as my vision gets blurred. My hearing is gone. What the fuck have I done?
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023